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Titel
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A doll
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Beskrivning
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“I was 4 years old when the girls living next door explained to me what sex is. Maybe they were interested in talking about sex because they had seen how their mother and father were having sex. This is something that I have never seen because I have always lived with my mom only. When they explained it to me I decided that I was a boy and I should therefore love and make love to the girls. At the same period my mom gave me a doll as a New Year’s present, a very beautiful one, which could also walk. In this doll I saw the girl whom I could love as a boy. I kept this toy for many years, trying to make it more beautiful by doing make up on its‘ face. My doll had a very expressive female body and I was kissing its body parts, lips, and in my childish imagination I was having sex with it. My grandma and mom often caught me kissing my doll. They kept telling me not to do that but I never stop loving my doll.”
From the archive, original quote.